Huddy on Breaking Boundaries: How Personal Pain Shapes His Bold New Sound

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’s journey from discovering emotional storytelling through music during his freshman year to evolving into a bold, dark-edged artist exemplifies the transformative power of vulnerability and resilience. Driven by personal experiences, his artistic growth reflects a willingness to share raw emotions, channel anger into empowerment, and craft a narrative that resonates deeply with his Generation Z audience. Beyond music, Huddy’s ventures into acting and fashion underscore his multifaceted creative spirit, blending visual storytelling with sonic expression. As he prepares for upcoming performances and continues to push artistic boundaries, his unwavering commitment to authenticity and self-expression seeks to inspire others to embrace their own messy, beautiful truths.

What was the moment or experience in your childhood that made you fall in love with music?

The moment I really got music on a deeper level was during my freshman year. That’s when I started listening to a lot of sad music—alternative stuff, emo, rap—and it completely shifted my perspective. I realized music wasn’t just something to vibe to; it was a way to tell a story, to express your emotions in a way words alone couldn’t. That’s when it clicked for me—I wanted to be that kind of artist. The kind that’s vulnerable, that puts their pain and experiences into their songs. I remember thinking, “I want to write music about what I’ve gone through, and maybe someone out there will hear it and feel seen—just like I did when I listened to those artists.” That connection was everything.

Your recent singles hint at a darker, more defiant side. How has your musical style evolved over time, and what inspires this new sound?

This new sound is really shaped by my story—everything I’ve been through since moving to LA and what it’s taken to get to where I am now. The ups, the downs, the trials—I wanted that all to come through in the music. I felt like it was time to switch things up, to evolve not just sonically but emotionally. I’ve been drawn to slower, more guitar-driven tracks lately—something raw that will let the lyrics breathe and really speak for themselves. I wanted the emotion and storytelling to be front and center, to create something people can really connect with on a deeper level.

As a Gen Z icon, what message or message do you hope your music and content convey to your audience?

I hope my music helps people find a sense of themselves in it—to feel seen. We all go through different things in life, but a lot of the emotions we experience are universal. Whether it’s heartbreak, loneliness, confusion, or even moments of joy, I think music has the power to connect us through those shared feelings. As I’ve gotten more personal in my songs and started revealing more of what I’ve been through, I’ve noticed that connection getting stronger with my audience.

Even though a lot of my recent music leans into heavier or darker emotions, I still want people to enjoy the experience—to feel something, but also to feel empowered. It’s about embracing the messiness of life, taking emotions at face value instead of hiding from them. That’s a perspective I’m still learning myself, and this new era of music reflects that growth. At the end of the day, I want my music and content to show people that it’s okay to feel, to be vulnerable, and to be real about what you’re going through. That honesty can be healing.

Can you share the story behind your upcoming single “Vendetta” and what it represents for you personally?

“Vendetta” is really about how much I don’t care anymore—in the best way. It came from this moment where I was just done with all the noise, the pressure, the people trying to control the narrative or push me around. It’s about reclaiming my power and saying, I’m not letting this break me—I’m using it. The song represents this turning point for me, where I stopped letting everything get to me and started using all of those emotions—anger, frustration, heartbreak—as fuel.

On a personal level, it’s one of the most freeing songs I’ve ever made. It’s not just about revenge or being bitter—it’s about rising above and owning your truth without needing approval. I think everyone reaches a point in their life where they need to stand their ground and say, “Enough.” That’s what “Vendetta” is for me—and hopefully it’s something people can tap into when they need that same strength in their own lives.

Outside of music, you’re making waves in acting. How do acting and music influence each other in your creative journey?

To me, music and acting are really just two different ways of telling a story. When I’m writing a song, I see it like a scene from a movie—it has a setting, a mood, a character, and an emotional arc. I approach songwriting with that same storytelling mindset, trying to paint a picture that people can see and feel, almost like they’re reading a book or watching a film play out in their head.

Acting works in a very similar way—you’re channeling emotions you’ve lived through and bringing them to life. It’s about expression, just like music is. When I’m performing on stage or shooting a music video, I’m always thinking about the story I’m telling in that moment: how I move, how I carry the emotion of the song, what kind of energy I’m giving off.

I’ve always loved being in front of the camera—it’s where I feel most creative. Whether it’s acting or performing music, I’m drawn to anything that lets me fully step into a character or emotion and share that with people. They’re both powerful outlets, and they really feed into each other in how I create and express myself.

What is a special or defining experience that has shaped you as a person, both personally and professionally?

Moving to LA was a huge turning point for me—personally and professionally. It shifted my whole mindset. There was this energy the moment I got here, like a fire lit under me. Ever since I moved, I’ve been pushing myself nonstop, working toward a bigger purpose, trying to bring that childhood dream to life. I realized if I was really going to chase this dream, I had to go all in—there was no halfway.

It hasn’t been easy. There have been a lot of trials, a lot of setbacks, but I’ve never let that stop me. In a way, those challenges gave me even more purpose. Music changed my life, and so did social media—but LA made it real. The stakes are high here. Everyone’s hustling, whether it’s for the same dream or a different one, but the energy is undeniable. You either step up or fall behind.

Being in this city pushed me to really commit to my path and take it seriously. I’ve tried to approach everything—music, performance, acting, connections—with that same mindset: one step at a time, one dream at a time. And that drive has shaped not just my career, but who I am as a person.

And yeah, I definitely set a bar for myself that I’m constantly trying to beat—whether it’s the next song, the next video, or the next performance. The stakes were high from my very first project, and I’ve been chasing that higher standard ever since.

You’re set to perform on the Warped and Summer School Tour. How do you prepare for live performances, and what’s your favorite thing about touring?

To get ready for tour, I really just surround myself with my music as much as possible. Whether I’m driving, hanging at home, or working out, I’ve got the songs playing constantly. I like to fake-perform around the house, honestly—just really get in the zone and reconnect with the emotion behind every track. That way, when I step on stage, I’m already tapped into that feeling.

I’ve also been training pretty hard lately working out consistently to make sure I’ve got the energy and stamina for the shows, because touring can definitely take a toll physically. I’m super hyped to play Warped Tour this summer. I never got to experience it growing up, so being a part of it now feels surreal. It’s going to be even more fun because I’ll already be on the road with some of my closest friends for the Summer School Tour, so jumping into festivals mid-tour will just add to the chaos—in a good way. I think it’s going to be wild in the best way.

My favorite part of touring, hands down, is seeing the fans. That real-life connection is everything to me. But I also love exploring each city—asking locals what to eat, trying new food spots, stepping into the vibe of every place we visit. It makes every stop feel like its own adventure.

Fashion is everything when it comes to releasing music. It’s one of the first things people see—it helps create the world around the sound. The clothes an artist wears, how they fit, the mood they give off… it all connects back to the music and the message. I’ve always admired artists who use fashion as an extension of their identity, and I see it as a kind of superpower—being in tune with what makes you feel confident, creative, and alive.

For me, fashion allows you to step into a new version of yourself with each era of music. It’s like building a character or a universe. I spent weeks diving into what I wanted to wear for this new project. I made mood boards, styled the video myself, and pulled from designers I’ve always loved—Jean Paul Gaultier, Junya Watanabe, Vivienne Westwood, Alexander McQueen. I even had a few custom pieces made so we could bring something really unique to life—things that haven’t been worn a million times before.

In the music video, I wore a vintage Vivienne Westwood piece from the ’80s—a Seditionaries-era staple that ties directly into the roots of punk. That era of her work is so iconic to me, because Vivienne was the face of punk fashion. She used safety pins in her designs not just as decoration, but as a symbol of rebellion, rawness, and that anti-establishment energy. So as a tribute to that, I wore a safety pin in my mouth throughout the video—just like she used to.

It was a subtle nod, but one that meant a lot to me. The whole concept behind the video was to show, through clothing, what it feels like to be torn down by a city like Los Angeles. I start off wearing this perfectly tailored suit—clean, put-together, polished. But as the video progresses, the clothes become more and more distressed, ripped up, worn down. That visual transformation mirrors the emotional toll of chasing something big in a place that can be both inspiring and brutal. I wanted to use fashion to literally wear that pain, that fight, that growth.

What is a typical day for you during this busy period—how do you balance your music, acting, social media, and personal life?

I’d like to think I’ve gotten pretty good at juggling it all. I cook my own meals, hit the gym, stay on top of acting classes… usually taking work calls while I’m in the kitchen multitasking. I try to stay in touch with my friends and family when I can, but I also kind of thrive off being busy. I take my dog on hikes every day so he gets his exercise, and I always try to throw in something random or fun, some kind of side quest, to keep things from getting too routine. That helps me stay inspired and not take everything so seriously all the time.

Looking ahead, what are your goals and aspirations for the next few years, both creatively and personally

Honestly, I just want to do as much as I possibly can—to get in front of as many people as I can. Ears, eyes, faces, whatever. I want to drop as much music as physically possible, act in as many films as I can and keep building the world of Huddy and everything I stand for. I want people to really know who I am, where I come from, and what I’ve been through—not just the surface stuff, but the real story underneath.

For a while, I held back from letting people in. But now I’m finally ready to let the music tell that story—even if it’s messy, dark, or emotional. That’s what makes it real to me. Down the line, I want to walk runways, design clothes, and make art that feels personal but still connects with everyone. And I want to see the world over and over again until people are sick of seeing my face. But yeah… I just want to keep evolving and creating until there’s nothing left I didn’t try.